"Park Sungkwang ♥" Lee Sol confesses to a time limit? "It takes a long time to heal"
Apr 02, 2025
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On the 2nd, Isol began his story with difficulty, saying "Now I think I have to talk about my situation" through my personal account.
He was diagnosed with cancer five months later, while naturally preparing for the child after leaving the hospital"I was so sorry to my parents and in-laws for being unable to have children due to the nature of women's cancer, and for not being able to protect my health."," he confessed of his health condition in which he could not conceive.
Then "I suffered a great setback when I didn't even know if I could live another year or three years because of the bad nature of cancer."I underwent surgery and cytotoxic chemotherapy for 6 months, and I vomited every day, lost weight, lost skin, lost hair, and endured a really hard time going back and forth to the emergency room." Even now, he is taking medicine and treating it. That's why I didn't have children."
Lee Sol said, "It was so heartbreaking to see only as a "luxury woman" "a woman who doesn't have children" "a woman who uses her husband like an ATM" Even now, I don't want to put pressure on my husband, so I'm trying hard to do things that I can't see and contribute to the household."
Finally, he is living with a sense of sorry for not having achieved the full family we dreamed of together"I wish the world would be a little more friendly and kind. I hope you will misunderstand me a little less."
Meanwhile, Lee Sol married Park Sung-kwang in 2020, and later revealed her honeymoon routine through SBS entertainment program Dongsang Imong 2 - You Are My Destiny.
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I think I need to talk about my situation now.
After appearing on Dongsang Imong,
I've been trying not to read the article comments..
But in the comments that I've seen in a long time,
My hands were shaking again and I was in tears.
I guess I'm not used to these things even after five years.
It's so unfair, and it's so sad.
'What did I live so wrong?'
Whenever I want to be happy and live a good life,
Why is the ordeal coming like this.
That's a lot of frustration..
I'm living my daily self-checking and looking back...
I'm just an ordinary person who lives fiercely chasing hope.
Even after the broadcast, I worked diligently for nearly a year.
And then one day, I got a threatening note from the company saying, "Die."
I asked to find the culprit, but there was no way.
At that time, COVID-19 put a lot of stress on society as a whole, and crimes continued
I decided to leave the company at the recommendation of my husband and parents.
I wanted it to depend on my husband's financial power
I didn't leave the company.
I really loved my work, I was passionate,
I'm sure my colleagues know that best..
While preparing for the child naturally after leaving the company,
I was diagnosed with cancer after 5 months..
It was impossible to have children due to the nature of female cancer,
I felt guilty that I didn't take care of my health, so I told my parents and in-laws
I was so sorry.
The cancer was not very good either,
I don't even know if I can live for another year or three years
I went through a lot of setbacks.
He had surgery and cytotoxic chemotherapy for six months,
You had to be careful not to go out, you couldn't eat raw food,
Vomiting every day, losing weight, losing skin, losing hair...
Going back and forth to the emergency room, I endured a really hard time.
I'm still taking medicine and treating it.
So I couldn't have children,
That situation is still going on now..
At every examination "Can I have a baby?," he asks,
The doctor says "Mom health comes first".
There's still a lot of time left to cure,
He's still on cancer treatment.
I didn't want to bring this up, but...
in a series of provocative articles and distorted views
'Luxury woman', 'Woman without children',
It's seen only as a woman who uses her husband like an ATM
It was so heartbreaking.
It's okay if this article doesn't get attention.
But I just wanted to talk about who I am..
I love you, laugh a lot, meet precious people,
I'm a person who wants to live without excessive greed and share my heart with people around me.
But sometimes, no, often,
Shaking with anxiety, praying with tears every night,
Afraid of little pain,
When the memory of treatment is recalled, you feel pain that doesn't exist,
It feels like your life is being extended on a regular basis, leaning on your survival rate,,
I've been doing it day by day.
That's why I'm desperate to stay healthy,
Happiness at this moment has become important.
After that, both externally and internally,
To go back to where I used to be
I've been working really hard.
I wanted to let you know the things that protected me in that difficult time,
That's why I'm doing this market right now.
But someone is trying their best
He said it was tough..
How can everyone feel the same way
Now I want to live focusing on pretty and good things..
That's why I'm always chasing hope with a positive mind.
There may be a truth hidden in everything we don't know.
Everyone is living fiercely in their own way.
My simple happiness is,
I'm going to a cafe on a sunny day.
I like to take pictures, travel, and be pretty,
I'm just an ordinary woman in her 30s who likes to chat.
I just couldn't see my fierceness,
Are we getting this kind of indiscriminate criticism?
I didn't buy a luxury brand until I was in my 30s,
I always worked hard to save money,,
Even now, I don't want to put pressure on my husband, so I don't see things
I'm working hard and trying to contribute to the household.
The whole family we've dreamed of together
The reason why I can't achieve it is because of me
I'm living with a feeling of sorry for the reality.
I'm afraid.
Even if you chase hope like that,
Sometimes what I see is hope..
This constant stress
I can't leave it any longer.
I want the world to be a little bit more friendly, kind..
But still... I'll do well first!
So if you don't misunderstand me a little less..
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