Four Tonians, I'm afraid I'll be like...You're in extreme depression and cut your ears

By Wooju, Lee

Feb 23, 2025

Four Tonians, I'm afraid I'll be like...You're in extreme depression and cut your ears



'My Little Old Boy'Tonyan confessed that he suffered from severe depression.

Singer Tony An's daily life was revealed on SBS entertainment program 'My Ugly Baby' which aired on the 23rd.

Tonyan is back with 'My Little Old Boy' after three years. Tonyan opened his eyes in a room so neat that he couldn't compare himself to the past. Everyone was impressed by Tonyan's 180-degree change, such as ventilation and cleaning himself.




Lee Sang-min and Heechul Kim, who visited Tony An's house, also said in unison, "'Is this the house right?'" "Now it looks like a house where people live." When asked "What happened?", Tonyan "I developed an allergy to dust. It's too hard when the dust touches it. It was inevitably clean. But after living like this, I thought it was much better to live like this."

Tonyan says he can cook by himself now. Tonyan "I was a little sick last year. Hyperlipidemia worsened and high blood pressure. I have a headache all day because my blood pressure is high. That's why I change my eating habits. I decided to fix my lifestyle. So I avoid meat and drink a lot of tea. After a few months like that, I got better."

Four Tonians, I'm afraid I'll be like...You're in extreme depression and cut your ears
Unlike before, Tony An, who now wants to get married, said "Sometimes when I'm at home, I feel terrible loneliness. It suddenly came one day. I thought there would be more and more days like this."




When asked why he suddenly thought of getting married, Tonyan said "Why don't I think of getting married? I've thought about it, but my house wasn't a harmonious house. When I was young, my parents divorced and lived with my father, and I have four mothers. I think I was afraid because I was in an environment where my mother kept changing. What if I end up living like my father? "I wanted to " "My father drank a lot, but he got rough when he drank. Isn't it scary when you're a child. I was worried that I might have that kind of appearance."

Four Tonians, I'm afraid I'll be like...You're in extreme depression and cut your ears
Tony An, who also experienced severe depression, said "It was very difficult when I got to work alone. At that time, the entertainment and the school uniform company did so well, and it was the best life materially. But it hurt my mind. "I achieved everything I wanted, but when I did, there were no people. That's when I started drinking alone. One day, I had a terrible headache, and no matter how much I took the headache medicine, it didn't go away. I took more than eight pills a day. When I went to the hospital, I had 7-8 symptoms. They were depression, bipolar disorder, and interpersonal avoidancesurprised everyone by revealing that "

Tonyan "Since then, he has taken medicine every day. My house was on the 22nd floor, but I only looked out the window every day. One day, I drank medicine and alcohol at the same time. When I woke up, the pillow was very damp. I looked at the pillow and my blood was all over the place. I looked in the mirror and my hair was shaved. Hair was in disarray in the living room. I was cutting my hair with scissors and I cut my ears wrong, so I bled"I recalled a serious situation.




Tonyan "I was so embarrassed that I got a call from the management office. Is it okay in the maintenance room? I heard that I broke the elevator mirror with my head as I went home. I thought 'I could die like this' that day, so I never drink alcohol and medicine together after that day. What I had to do was I thought I should restrain myself.'



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