A participant who appeared on 'Alley Restaurant' in the past confessed that 'I suffered a lot of malicious comments'
On MBN 'Oh Eun-young Stay', which first aired on the 3rd, the first participant was revealed.
A total of eight people, including a trainee in his 30s, a one-table, a 40-year-old curfew, a mask girl, a sterile man, nails, and a yes man, visited 'Oh Eun-young Stay'.
First came 'One Table'. Previously, 'One Table' appeared on a program to save the alley business district at the time of self-introduction, but he suffered a lot of malicious comments. I came here because I wanted to share bad memories and upset things comfortably."
The hurt keyword in 'one table' was 'makjae'. 'One Table' will broadcast a project to save the alley business district. At the time, he was highlighted as a playful character."Fact received a lot of malicious comments. 'He doesn't have a concept of money, he doesn't think about it, he just wants a recipe. Since then, he confessed that he received a Kakao Talk message every day containing abusive language, saying, `X like God X.' He then said "'If it were me, I would have really wanted to die', 'I don't think I'd want to live', but I thought 'Do you really want me to die'".
One-Table that ended up closing down. "When I see it, I'm the only one who is upset and wants to speak out, but I've stopped talking because I'm afraid even this will become controversial," he said. "I've experienced a situation where I can't say anything even if I want to." Also, it was suffocating not because it was with one person, but because it was frustrating with many people. That's why I'm left alone."
Then, he broke up with his boyfriend of four years. In particular, when his ex-boyfriend married someone else, he became increasingly dependent on alcohol due to extreme betrayal and shock, chose to be alone, and spent a year cutting him off from the world.
Oh Eun-young said "An unspecified number of people attacked. I can't believe the world. Mistrust of the world because I don't know when anyone will attack me, if I move on from here, I don't trust myself. 'Why did I make this judgment? Why would he do this?He said, "'I have distrust in myself.'" How anxious would it be. This is a big deal."
Then "And loss. Humans experience great loss in their lives. Loss can also result in loss of health, wealth, and honor. Betrayal also means losing relationships." "One Table" experienced so many losses in a very short period of time. Loss is accompanied by depression, which is overshadowed by anger. These things hurt themselves. They rely on alcohol or hurt themselves."
Oh Eun-young "You shouldn't look at malicious comments. Isn't he a stranger. If you don't know well, you should let go of it without making a bad relationship"What is needed for "one-table" is to find the original me" he advised.
Then '30s trainee' confessed his story. He spent his 20s as an idol trainee, but he always missed the threshold of his debut.
The hurt keyword is 'Adult Man'30s trainee' had a long period of difficulty for older dads or adult men during their 1-20s.
As for the reason, he said, `Since I was young, my father has been addicted to alcohol and even domestic violence. When I got out of the room in the morning, the house was broken and the police were there for more than a day or two. I was busy hiding it because my mom was beaten up and my sister was bleeding and throwing knives and scissors"Wept.
'30s trainee' has seen her get beaten up, strangled, and even tried extreme things"If you look at the fruit, the memory of domestic violence, if you look at the pork belly restaurant, your father got drunk and tore up money and cards and threw them. He was the one who told me to work part-time in flyers since I was in the fifth grade of elementary school. I remember opening the card and buying pork belly with my mom."
Since then, domestic violence has intensified, and the infidelity of the father, who has been away for a long time due to the housekeeping of two houses. Therefore, the family tried to run away while the father was away, but the father bullied the family until the day he ran away. After twists and turns, the family ran away from their father, and then the whole family struggled to be the breadwinner.
At that time, '30s trainee' entered the agency because he was impatient and wanted to make money quickly, but he was a fraudulent agency. When he told the CEO at the time that he was leaving the company, he made unreasonable threats and eventually received counseling. From then on, he entered a good agency again and became a trainee again and became a trainee in his 30s.
Oh Eun-young said "My father loves and protects me. But he attacked me. How can a young child understand it?" "It is not your own responsibility to suffer from the pain of your heart when you were a child. It's just so heartbreaking and sad." Then "It's similar if you add and subtract unhappiness and happiness in life. There will be a lot more things to be happy in the rest of your life and long life because you've been through it all in advance. I'm rooting for you."
