Lock it up in your room, slap it..I want to overcome the dissociative memory disorder with pro-extreme violence (Ask Avalokiteshvara)

By Jaewan, Ko

Apr 15, 2025

Lock it up in your room, slap it..I want to overcome the dissociative memory disorder with pro-extreme violence (Ask Avalokiteshvara)



"I want to live like a human being."

In the 312th episode of KBS Joy 'Ask Anything', which aired on the 14th, a storyteller who had experienced the trauma of domestic violence since childhood appeared with his aunt and told the story.

The writer is "My mother died at the age of 20." I am going to a psychiatric department because of the trauma of domestic violence that I suffered from my mother. Now, I want to get rid of trauma and live like a human being," he said.




When Seo Jang-hoon asked about his father at the confession that he had been subjected to domestic violence by his mother, the writer "It's complicated. There are four people who passed through. I don't know who my biological father is," he said. "The first stepdad didn't know about the existence, and the second stepdad did well without violence." He said. "When my dad wasn't around, my mom didn't feed me and left the house empty."

In addition, the writer revealed his shocking experience, saying that he lived with his mother's companion when he was in the 3rd and 4th grades of elementary school, and "I dragged him to the rooftop on a cold winter night because he didn't listen."

Lock it up in your room, slap it..I want to overcome the dissociative memory disorder with pro-extreme violence (Ask Avalokiteshvara)
"Around the age of 11, my third stepdad came in. When Seo Jang-hoon asked how many times his mother had been married, he replied, "Three times" and "I had a wedding with the last man, and when the child was born, I discriminated against my nephew and the abuse began.'




Afterwards, the writer "One morning, he packed his things and got in his car and went to a temporary shelter. The shelter teachers looked at me and said 'You're Hyunjoo'" At that time, he said he felt 'Finally abandoned' The writer said he had been in an orphanage for about two years and left a note asking him to pick her up because he would sneak home and be good at everything his mother told him to do. 며칠 뒤 엄마가 자
Lock it up in your room, slap it..I want to overcome the dissociative memory disorder with pro-extreme violence (Ask Avalokiteshvara)
He explained that he took God and wrote a memorandum, such as saying that he would do the housework sincerely.

"It's basic to lock them in a room, beat them, grab their hair and slap them. My younger siblings also had to take care of them. I took the school behind me and did all the houseworkThe writer "At the time "Parental depression is here". When I couldn't adjust to school, my mom said "I dropped out and made money" and started a part-time job, but "I took all the money except for communication and transportation."

Then when Seo Jang-hoon asked about the situation after the story of his mother's sudden death at the age of 39, "My aunt took me with her. As I entered my aunt's house, I had symptoms of mental illness one by one."




Lock it up in your room, slap it..I want to overcome the dissociative memory disorder with pro-extreme violence (Ask Avalokiteshvara)
The storyteller, who said he couldn't sleep at first, was seen pointing his finger in front of him and saying, `I'm dead, but you're alive.'" and eventually my aunt took me to the hospital. At the hospital, he confessed, "'I was diagnosed with schizophrenia, depression, etc., and as the years went by, the disease name continued to be added, and now I even have symptoms of dissociative memory disorder.'"

When Seo Jang-hoon asked about his mother, Auntie "I played a lot since I was young. Every day, every day, every day, every day, every day, every day"I gaslighted my nephew, saying, "If it's not you, I went well" and "My life is ruined because of you"."

Finally, Seo Jang-hoon asked the writer "Why did you come here"I want to overcome the trauma," he replied. Thus Seo Jang-hoon "You have to keep your head busy. So that you don't think about it at all" and advised "Don't think about it, just hang on for a year sincerely" and Lee Soo-geun also "Set a goal. He has a genius brain, and he may not have known" encouraged.



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