Jinhwa and Divorce Ham Sowon. I thought every day that I should leave the world today a shocking confession
Oct 09, 2025
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Ham So-won said, "Depression?!" on the 9th. When I never imagined that a bright kid like me would get caught, I got caught. It's a ridiculous disease to me. Why, am I not Ham Sowon?! Am I the one who got through all that hard work?!," he said, recalling the past when he had depression.
He "I thought every day. Why did this terrible disease take over my body?"At a very busy time, I read an article and lost my blood and had a miscarriage. The sadness of the loss of the baby made me search for the cause every day. Grief is anger, anger is anger, anger is anger. The anger must have penetrated everywhere in my body, traveled freely everywhere in my body with blood, and settled in my brain. No, I did" he vented.
He then repeated 'Maybe' in his brain every day. Maybe we could have saved the baby...If I wasn't a celebrity, there wouldn't be such an article.. If I hadn't looked at my phone that day, maybe I would go back to the past and list my mistakes one by one, putting myself on the bench every night, torturing, interrogating, and punishing myself. That's how it started My depression is... At the time when I was broadcasting and filming casually every day, every night I punished me, condemned me, gripped my heart, raised my hand to the sky and cried to take me away. I remembered a painful time when I dropped the bee on myself for failing to protect the child."
Ham So-won went on a live broadcast after undergoing miscarriage surgery at the hospital. Smile and work harder and more excitedly. And I thought every morning. I thought I should go to this world today. I didn't want to live. I wanted to go where the child was. That's what depression is like. I only think about the reason to die. This is the highest level of depression. It is the time to find a reason and a time to die. Every day I thought about how and when I was going to die. I just thought about when, where, how to organize the world if I finish the show that I've been promised", he confessed.
Then, Ham So-won wrote the article, saying, `I will teach you how as a person who has overcome depression," he said.
Meanwhile, Ham So-won married Jin-hwa, a Chinese 18 years younger than her, in 2017 and gave birth to her daughter Hye-jeong the following year, but divorced in 2022. Ham So-won is raising her daughter Hye-jeong alone in Korea.
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