The mirage confided that he seems to have a "damage" to someone who is hostile to him or malicious comments.
MBC 'Omniscient Interfere Point of View' aired on the 17th showed a mirage receiving painting psychological counseling with the CEO of the agency.
On this day, the mirage "It's been 20 years since I did this. These days 'Am I going to be okay?think ' It looks fine, but I'm okay or not. He also expressed his curiosity about his condition, saying, "I'm a strong person who can endure all of them."
After that, the consultation was conducted by referring to actions and stories including pictures.
First, the mirage asked 'What kind of person do you think I am?' and "A person who is originally not very worried." The mirage with a younger brother then said of his life as the eldest daughter "I didn't have this burden before, but as I grew up, I got burdened. I used to get help from my parents, but now I'm making money, so I'm going to do something'It made me feel a bit more interested in it." In response, the psychological counselor said "You're nice" and the mirage laughed by saying "You have a good heart".
It's been three years since I appeared on TV about the life of an entertainer. I've been dreaming of being unknown for about 17 years. I think I got hope by saying, "The anonymous period was so hard, but seeing that things are going well around me, I can work hard, too." He also recalled his 17 years of obscurity, which he endured with the belief that it would go well.
He then confirmed the psychological state of the mirage through people, houses, trees, paintings of me and my family doing something, and paintings of stars and waves.
The mirage is the largest of human paintings because I think it's the most important. Suddenly, he drew favorable people while receiving people's attention. People who are turning their backs on me also drew their eyes in reverse. He then said "The people who care the most are the people who are turning their backs on me. Let's say the part where you get hurt the most " Hong Hyun-hee cares a lot about the comments. Unexpectedly, the distribution is not big, she said.
The mirage confessed, "'I want to do better to those who like me, but I think I'm also broken because I care about hostile people.'"
Psychological counselors "People, tree pictures represent the self. The ego is quite strong. However, branches mean self-expression, but they have been completely eliminated. I don't value my feelings, feelings, and thoughts.' In response, Hong Hyun-hee said "Sister's mood is the most important" and "I cater to others a lot."
The psychological counselor then interprets "The more concrete a person's picture is drawn, the more psychologically healthy it is." Regardless of drawing well and badly, I ended myself in a circle. That's how much I listen, examine, and minimize what I value." He then said "If you do something salty, you seem to be a strong person from the outside. He speaks boldly without crying or crying. However, it is only seen in that form, but it is too soft inside. "In reality, I am seeking to think rationally and try not to be biased toward emotions."
After hearing this, the mirage said "I think I'm pretentious", but the psychological counselor said "It's more pitiful and sad than it's masochistic". He then said "I don't want to get hurt because I was hurt and had a hard time living the way I was."And because he has a lot of empathy for others, he puts the feelings of others first rather than me," he said, causing regret.
